jackie miller

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-30T01:42:00

2006-04-30T05:45:18Z

So today was my first sweat lodge. It was actually really sweet. To make a VERY long story short, we built the dome from scratch with trees (so now i know how to make a uh...club house haha I dk) and after a long day finally we sweat, sitting in the dome with heated rocks and shit. It was sweet. I've never been so sweaty in my life, but what an awesome,awesome experience.

As for fellow shit talking friends, I'M DONE.

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-29T02:13:00

2006-04-29T06:14:03Z

i like when friends talk shit...

>:0

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-23T22:50:00

2006-04-24T02:50:28Z

I don't know what i'm doing. I'm crazy these days. My jeep is broken yet again. I miss my Jetta sooo much :[
I need to see all of my girls soon. I saw allyson last night and we sucked lemons :-*
buttttt today I went to this pet store in my town and this cute ass bird looked JUST like Jetta except when I whistled at him, he whistled right back. Jetta only did that once and always hissed at me haha but this one loved me. I wanna buy him :[ he was $150

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-19T17:18:00

2006-04-19T21:18:45Z

shit needs to stop!

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-16T01:35:00

2006-04-16T05:37:19Z

the past couple weeks have been good. i'm finally happyish. thank god.
but allyson cynthia and john need to get their ass' home :[

and i need a new car asap

:]

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-04-04T01:07:00

2006-04-04T05:07:58Z

life, is confusing. and very frustrating.

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-30T01:20:00

2006-03-30T06:27:59Z

looks like life is getting better than it was. it's about damn time!

i can't wait until THE sunday :]

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-29T20:36:00

2006-03-30T01:39:55Z

sometimes tv disgusts me. for the past week or so, every show ive watched someone died tragically in it and the whole episode is about greiving. wtf is that! i dk its pissing me off. it makes me feel so shitty :/

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-29T02:16:00

2006-03-29T07:17:21Z

;]

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-22T01:29:00

2006-03-22T06:34:37Z

i need to save money. so this is the end of my "social" life. if you would like to see me from now until forever, you have to come to my house because im not driving my truck any more in order to save my gas money and my spending money and hopefully i can get a new car and maybe even move out. damn LI is so fucking expensive!!!!!!!!!&^*&T#

Hopefully my new savings plan works! Im gonna save money that way and im going to use only money from carolyns for bills and my check from BR is going straight into my ING DIRECT account, that way i cant touch it until i NEED to. oh and im selling shit on ebay too so im gonna make sure all paypal money goes into that account to. this shit better work haha im so tired of money.
if anyone else is having problems with cash (which i know everyone is) you should open a savings account at www.ingdirect.com because they have good interest and the only way to get that money is to call them and they send you a check. so theres no debit card or anything for you to spend your money with. what a good deal!

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-21T11:31:00

2006-03-21T16:32:56Z

Ugh. I feel like shit lately. And I ripped my knees open last night which just makes things that much better. I think that what I need to do, is to watch a sex and the city marathon. That would prob work.

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-14T03:04:00

2006-03-14T08:04:26Z

Yoga was really good today. and cynthia came with me so that was sweet. way late in the night me and allyson were out and we were being watched by some like 19 year old dude security guard that we made flustered and it ended in jackie jamz mixing. im so good at that shit!

...

2006-03-13T19:10:55Z

OK so I haven't been online in a few days, and it's killing me!
Right now i'm typing in notepad and when I get my internet access back
tonight i'm posting this in my LJ. So Wednesday..after work I went
to my dad's house for some hot tubbin NFF. It was sweeeet. And at
around 11:30, my girl needed some lovin' from me and Allyson so we all
went out to the diner. That was good, were such a sassy group of gals.
Thursday, I had off and me and my sister went walking at the quogue
wild life refuge which is my absolute favorite place in the world. Then
I went out with my neighbor and Ally and we brought my dog nana to petco
to pick out treats haha. Friday, after work i went to my chiropractor In
commack, then met up with Cynthia and Biddlecomb at Ichiban. Then we went
to the same church, where my boyfriend was after he had passed on,
because two bros were there riding. :/ It was interesting. The guy
Mike was driving, pulling Tim on his bike playing ice cream truck music.
haha I dk wtf that was about. So me and Cynthia went driving around and
met up with them down port. These punks were driving a SWEET fucking
cabby and parked behind us while we were sitting by the statue and I
wanted to talk to them about it...but i'm shy haha. So that sucked.
but they had stripped seats! It was in practically mind condition. You KNOW that's fucking sweet! So anyway
that's the end of that night basically.. But Last night, I got out of
Banana at 11:20, and went straight to Cynthias where me, her, Biddle,
and Rammel, left for the city. We went to Food Swings...a vegan fast
food joint in BK. It was pretty sweet. And their buffalo chicken
sandwhich was almost to die for. Haha. The shake was good toO. So after
that we basically went home. Since I didn't get to go to sleep until 4. Although i had work at 11:00, i
didn't end up going to work until 12:00. So she did my first customers,
and I made it in time for my second. Carolyn was so pissed. And was
yelling at me, and I was arguing back. I fucking hate that. I do SO
much for that lady. When shes upset because no one likes her and she
has no friends, I go out with her. PLEASE! Like I don't have better things to
do? So yeah, starting there, i've had a rough day, and my step dad is a
moron. 'Nough said.
And right now, I am about to watch some movie Rammel gave me, about how
terrible our government is. ha.

omg I am such a wuss, I just cried watching,
extreme makeover:home edition & grays anatomy (or whatever it's called)...
I make myself sick haha

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-03-03T18:42:00

2006-03-03T23:43:09Z

i'm really upset right now.

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-02-26T20:49:00

2006-02-27T01:56:41Z

Tomorrows check list because I have a million things to do!

~~Call Dentist and see if i have an appt.~~/go in for my appt.
~~Call Tim~~
~~Call Geico and have them fax over my Insurence card~~
~~Run to Riverhead DMV and regester my Jeep~~
~~Pick up Jeep from Tim (1:00)~~
~~Bring Jeep to carwash in Shirely to have it detailed because it's fucking dirtyyy~~
~~Yoga Yama @ 6~~
~~Diana's Light Class @ 8~~
~~Possibly naked family fun?~~
~~Hopefully seeing my friends? any of them? ; ]~~

dayummm there's not enough hours in the day i don't think!

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-02-25T12:22:00

2006-02-25T17:26:49Z

so i bought a jeep. because i wasnt having any luck finding a good vw for less than 2k. so im just gonna save up while i drive the jeep. it's cool because i can go offroading haha. it's a, 1997 jeep cherokee limited edtition. its pretty sweet. heated seats and the whole nine yards. the only thing is that when i went to buy it i realized it had 212k miles hahahahha thats SO many miles. but whatever ill get some use out of it. i mean it runs and sounds good so well see.

i have work at 530 today. i loooove working later in the day because i get to sleep in. thats so good.
oh and banana republic cut down johns hours (the kid that says WEIRD SHIT to me) sooo i guess i wont be telling any more stories :[
but at least gay marlin is still there hahaha what a creep!

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-02-23T19:58:00

2006-02-24T01:00:14Z

i found a peachy peach air freshner in my work locker today....i KNOW that was Jesses doing. ty babyyy

and i bought allys soon to be nephew some clothes ;]

and i did fitting all day and we had this guy and 2 girls from GERMANY tryhing on clothes for like a half hour and they kept talking mixed german/english with their cutey little accents. i looooove germans.

those were the highlights of my day.

hmmm

2006-02-22T05:43:00Z

my bday was good thanks to my beauty. andddd mike.
and im thinking of getting a jeep cherokee in the meantime of my search for a sweet vw. but as thats brewin, scott keeps pushing this jetta on me which i think im falling for. and its mad cheap. 18 with or 15 without coilovers. i'll take that shitttt.

ilovejessejjs @ 2006-02-19T20:59:00

2006-02-20T02:00:05Z

tomorrow is my birthday.

oh yeah and i forgot to mention

2006-02-18T03:37:41Z

i think it's so crazy about that accidental shooting. i forgot who it was, i think pataki? i don't even fucking know. but at any rate, i think that's good cause now he's probably shookin up for shooting his friend and won't go back in the woods for a while. serves that bitch right for hunting. what a LAME sport.

ayy

2006-02-18T03:33:57Z

i really wish that i didn't spend every dime i make :[
i spend so much money! on nothing! on scratch offs!
and i work 2 jobs it's crazzzzy.
i promised myself i'm gonna start saving up because my mom wants to move to north carolina within the next two years even though she
just had her dream house built?
and there aint nooo way i'm leaving my girls behind. and my life.
so i'm gonna need to move out STAT!

i spent 4 bucks on scratch offs last night and won 5. story of my life.

ugh.

2006-02-16T04:42:22Z

My life seems to be absolute havic. Always. I've got shit going on with my insurence company, the accident I was in, my chiropractor, big apple auto, my car, the car I want, work, massage therapy, birthday, grandmas birthday, BILLS, omg I can't catch a break! And geez I've had SO much paper work to do and I dk it's crazy. And i work 2 jobs. I'm never home. How the hell don't I have any money? I don't get it. I make good cash so i'm not understanding this. So basically now, my birthday is cancelled. Nothings going on because I can't afford anything and because there's just too much going on in the next couple of weeks. I'm stress'in.
I guess basically this post is to let everyone know that i'm stressed out of my mind, I have no money, and the big ran-de-voo isn't happening for my birthday. Oh and I want more scratch offs asap.

;]

2006-02-13T16:01:28Z

whatever. i dont use this because im lazy but due to popular demand.... ;]

yeah so basically im giving my car back to dick. because i have a bad feeling about it. so the first good deal that comes up im taking ( i found a sweet golf but that might be sold)i dont know about the jetta in setauket only because its sooo ghetto. and boyish :/ people will prob think im a black man in that shit. esp with the tinted windows.

i think, thus far, that's all thats going down.

il jesse

exciting

2006-01-06T02:11:12Z

I got a new lj. Haha it's probably my fifth one, except it's not gay like the others. I'm gonna start this one with:
So last night I was at carolyns and I sat there watching the bidding on that sweet jetta I want, and after refreshing every 3 seconds, I won it! For a whopping 1,975. That's a sweet deal. Except...I put a thousand dollar deposit on it and I am awaiting money from eBay so that I can pay off the rest + registration + insurence. Damnnnnnnn i'm gonna be broke! I wanna see ally joe and peter soon :[ I miss them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm watching beauty and the geek. Haha. What a wild? show.